Today I Suck
Today I suck at the Weight Watchers program. I suck at eating healthy. I suck at making good choices. I suck at exercising. I suck at intuitive eating. This has caused me to have to suck in my gut to button my pants tonight. Yes, I’m having a pity party. It’s my party and I’ll cry if I want to 
Sorry. I know tomorrow will be better. But, today….I suck.
I won’t even go into the massive amounts of snacks and cookies and cheese and pretzels I ate this afternoon. Ugh, believe me, I don’t want to relive it all. And I decided I am going to stop pychoanalyzing to figure out the “why”. It just happens. Sometimes you just feel like eating like there is no tomorrow. Then, there are other days when you feel like you got this whole healthy eating/weight loss thing in the bag. I’m not going to dwell on it. I think I realized today that “this day” will not be my “every day” like it used to be. I don’t want to go back to being that 234 pound girl. I can’t even imagine it. So, I’ll write this day off and get back on track for tomorrow. My goal (ugh – there’s that elusive WORD!) is to have more ON days than OFF. I can do that 
Alright, I am going to now be Polly Positive and show you all the healthy eats I had today!
I am feeling an addicition brewing for Becca’s milkshakes! This morning, I made one with 2 oz. fresh mango, 1/2 banana, 1 tbsp. sugar free, fat free vanilla pudding dry mix, 1/2 c. unsweetened vanilla Almond Breeze and ice. So delicious for 2 POINTS…
A while later, I had a Banana Nut Vitatop for 1 POINT…
Lunch was a Dr. Praeger’s Tex Mex Burger with lettuce and Laughing Cow on a honey wheat bun. Gotta have the soy chips! And some grapes rounded out this tasty 8 POINT lunch…
Here’s where things went awry, but I’m not talking about that, remember
And dinner was boneless pork chops with a light mushroom cream sauce, pan-fried potatoes and Gram’s green beans for 8 POINTS…
No dessert because…well, you know;) If you can’t button your pants, it’s not a good idea. But, speaking of dessert….. I won the BSI challenge this week with my Chocolate Banana Cupcakes with Peanut Butter Glaze! Thanks, Lara for that exciting news; it really made my day! 
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